Marrige

They say you spend your entire life trying to rewriting the first poem you ever loved. It’s impossible. That poem is a unique masterpiece that you can’t find anywhere no matter how much you try. You spend your entire life looking for that humble soul that once passed through your eyes but never had enough courage to say a single word, but sometimes, just sometimes you have had it by your side the entire time.

There is no better feeling like being lost, defenseless, tired, unworthy… and that somebody comes along and makes you feel like every single one of those sleepless nights filled with nameless poems are worth something. I knew I’d spend the rest of my life trying to draw or write something as beautiful as that encountering but I never could. Again, it’s impossible. Once you’ve experience that amazing feeling of being found, you start to live. Everything has a new perspective, a new color. You begin to feel like your life has no meaning if it’s not besides that person who saved you from darkness. You wish you unite your life with that soul in the most deep and spiritual way possible. That’s were marriage comes along.

Why not? Why not wanting to reinforce to the world that that person is your one and only true love. That you don’t wish to know about the people on the outside world because with that person, with that little broken poetry that knows your past and understands why you wake up crying in the middle of the night and still thinks you’re as beautiful with your crocked smile and watery cheeks as if you were with make-up and a white long dress… You only wish to know about that soul, the light of your heart.

I’m not married yet, but I know that the moment I say “I do” will be as beautiful as the breath and a smile in between kisses. To unite two kingdoms might be the best experience any human can have. Rule hand in hand with the one who understands your every flaw and loves your every imperfection.